Twilight Labyrinth

there’s a little less ‘me’ in my life right now.

a little more ‘others.’

it’s not as bad as it sound but then again i know that i have to find a way to take care of myself and my needs. i’m pretty damn sure i’m kinda lost.

there are a few itty-bitty things i’d like to do but it seems that i can’t find people to do it with. travel.  a simple trip to boracay is much appreciated.  though i’ve got conflicting reactions from friends.  wish my parents could trust me enough to travel alone.

seems like i did a little bit of ’sacrifice’ this holy week.  didn’t go to the beach. didn’t hang out with friends.  it’s nice for a change that i spent my time with my family. it’s sad though that my mom’s leaving for boracay tomorrow and my sister is leaving for the same gorgeous beach the week after.  and the irony of it all, they don’t like to get a tan or sun-burnt.  but i do.

i love the beach. i’d love to get a tan.  there are some invites i had to decline because i know that my parents won’t permit me to go.  simply because i’d be going with people from the opposite sex and they don’t know those people quite well yet.  yeah. sucks to be me.

i bought this really gorgeous swimsuit at the mall today.  wish i could use it, lest it be a damn good waste of money.

i have a pretty filled up social calendar full of people dear to me yet strangers to my family.  the friends i have who my family trusts are either miles away, married, or cannot be contacted. tsk. people move on. 

so should they, i assume.

but the thing harder than raising a child, is raising your parents.

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